Ok, maybe it was the clomid, but this morning I wigged out. As the day progressed I got better. I got another + opk so, maybe we didn't miss my surge. We shall see in 2 weeks. I am officially in the 2ww tomorrow. Say a prayer!!! PLEASE!!!
I guess it has become very clear, iui is our only answer. I am putting myself through the wringer taking clomid. I have been cracked out for the last week, completely a basket case. One minute I am raging and irritable as all get out, the next I am bawling at the stupid stuff, oh and don't forget the hot flashes! Well lets just say its all for NOTHING!!!! I get a positive opk so its go time, I have to babysit and dh has a freaking softball game. But, of course we are not supposed to do the deed till the next morning so alls well. DH has wanted morning baby dancing for ever, so what do we switch to??? Mornings. Well, apparently he's too tired. So, I am left wide awake at 4 am knowing deep down we have missed our window and I am going to have do this again next cycle. I am really beginning to think that I am not going to ever get pregnant.
For the first time since march, I OVULATED on my own!!!! I am super excited because that means my body is trying to get back to normal! On top of that I had a "normal length" cycle too! So unlike most CD1... I am ecstatic!!!! That means we are right on schedule for iui in October!
Dr. K told me to relax after our last appointment and lose 10 lbs. I still have a little left to lose, but I will have it gone by October 1st. Anyway I apparently was finally able to relax because I completely forgot to go get blood work done mid August. So I called today and talked to the nurse. Well, she said no problem I could come this week. So, I just went for it and asked since I ovulated on my own and only have a little more to lose could I go on and try clomid this month. She said YES!!!! So Wednesday I start clomid, and will see if it helps me or not. I really feel good about this. Even if we don't get preggo this cycle, everything is going in the right direction!!! I am so happy!
Maybe this time next year I will be posting pictures of our little bundle(s if the clomid really gets my eggies going) of joy...
Well, a little about us.... We met in fall of 2006 thanks to some great friends. We got engaged in May of 2007 and got married in June of 2008. We have the cutest dog ever Zeke AKA Destruction Dog (that is his super dog name). Now we are desparately trying to have a sweet little bundle of joy to call our own. This is proving to not be as easy as we once thought it would be. I have been diagnosed with PCOS, and our insurance wont cover testing to see why we aren't getting prego due the the horrible diagnoses of INFERTILITY... now a bad word in our vocabulary!