Saturday, January 1, 2011

Happy New Year

Well, I am hoping this is going to be a Happy new year. It has to be better than the last. I started my new years eve visiting a sweet friend at Baptist Women's Hospital to welcome her sweet Caroline to this world. Caroline was so perfect in every way. She has the cutest button nose ever! She also has the most hair I have ever seen ever, complete with a little bow. After holding that precious thing, I went to eat with the sweet friend that accompanied me to the hospital. We had a great time catching up and gossiping.

We attended our annual NYE party at my best friend Jessica's house. It was a great time had by all. It was fun to unwind and catch up with friends that we don't get to see on a daily basis. The only negative of the night was there isn't a decent countdown in Memphis on TV. We had to make our own.

Now, that is where my night turned way sideways. I had thought I was over the initial sadness of the last ttc disappointment. I think I might have just swept it under the carpet to get through the holidays because after the NYE kiss, I cried. And cried. And couldn't stop crying. I cried for about an hour and 1/2 til we got home and in bed. I guess sometimes you just need to get it out. But, I tend to be weepy like that and the simplest thing makes me cry. So, I guess my new year didn't really start they way I had it playing out in my mind. But, I did have my sweet husband and my very best friend in the whole wide world there to comfort me, cry with me, and just be there for me.

I pray that this year is much better than the last for everyone. I know that it will be and God will continue to bless each and every one of us.

1 comment:

  1. Just wanted you to know that I love you and I know how disappointing that feeling can be. As much as you say you aren't really expecting it, that one small part of your brain is holding on to the hope. I am sorry for your rollercoaster! My pastor emailed me this: A world you can't predict demands a God you can trust! I love it. He also said that faith is a key to every miracle. Expect that your faith will allow God to give you your little miracle!