Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
That is the only way to sum up my feelings. I'm happy, but sad. I have really been trying to suppress my wanting a baby lately to focus on other things. But , literally everyone I know is knocked up. And to make it worse, most of them are on their 2nd and even 3rd. And of course many have just decided to start trying and BAM! Then there is me infertile Square peg. I'm feeling really lousy! Trying not to give up hope but its really hard and I feel like I'm being left behind. :(
Well, a little about us.... We met in fall of 2006 thanks to some great friends. We got engaged in May of 2007 and got married in June of 2008. We have the cutest dog ever Zeke AKA Destruction Dog (that is his super dog name). Now we are desparately trying to have a sweet little bundle of joy to call our own. This is proving to not be as easy as we once thought it would be. I have been diagnosed with PCOS, and our insurance wont cover testing to see why we aren't getting prego due the the horrible diagnoses of INFERTILITY... now a bad word in our vocabulary!